A Transcript From The Msn Of... Miss Murder... (That's Me, BTW)

i miss you! D:
Miss Murder says:
Aww, I miss you too. I miss everyone right now.
Nathan says:
awwww why?
Miss Murder says:
Because I'm a fucking emotional wreck, always have been. #
Nathan says:
awwwwww maaannnn *hug*
Miss Murder says:
Dw bout it lol.
Nathan says:
i wanna worry
Miss Murder says:
Gee, what is it with all you lot and worrying about me!
Nathan says:
its because you're my Mistress
Miss Murder says:
I'm fine!
Nathan says:
you better be -.-
Miss Murder says:
Since when have I ever not been?
Nathan says:
youve been upset
Miss Murder says:
And that makes me not fine? Just because i self harm does not make me not fine.
Nathan says:
it does :/ dont self harm!
Miss Murder says:
I've never stopped.
Nathan says:
dont do it :/
please stop?
Miss Murder says:
Why?
Nathan says:
because theres better way to deal with things!
*ways
Miss Murder says:
Nath, seriously, just leave it.
Nathan says:
please thoughhhh? ><
Miss Murder says:
I don't see the point, I'm gonna go back to it. I may as well just keep it managable.
Nathan says:
nooo :/
the best way to manage it, is to not do it at all
Miss Murder says:
Well I cant do that. Can we stop talking about it? Yeah, so maybe I'm depressed, maybe I regularly take random tablets to deal with shit, maybe I am suicidal quite often, but I'M FINE.
Nathan says:
:/
Miss Murder says:
seriously.
Nathan says:
:\ no, im being serious here, you need to talk to somebody
Miss Murder says:
No, I don't.
Nathan says:
you do
Miss Murder says:
nathan, we've been over this before. Talking is a shitty way for shitty, emotionally stunted people to moan and whine about how pathetic their little lives are. I'm not like that. #
Nathan says:
and self harm is sooo much better, is it? :/
Miss Murder says:
For me it is.
Nathan says:
how?
Miss Murder says:
Because I don't have stupid therapists that I'm expected to talk to, or open up to, and SH means I can handle it on my own.
Nathan says:
no it doesnt. SH means that you cant handle it on your own, and you're too weak to talk it out.
seriously.
Miss Murder says:
I am not weak. Don't you dare even hint or suggest that.
Nathan says:
Why?
Miss Murder says:
Because it's not fucking true, that's why! Just because I happen to be female, does not mean I have to cry and then tell everyone what's the matter.
Nathan says:
Men get depressed, too. Its not about sexuality anymore, everyone gets depressed. Depression is never a sign of being weak, its a sign of being strong for too long. Self harm is plunging into the darkness, when you need the light.
You need to be enlightened, talked to
Miss Murder says:
I don't want to,
Nathan says:
Self harm is a sign of weakness however. Im sorry to say that. Im just trying to help you.
Miss Murder says:
I don't want or require it. I'm sorry.
Nathan says:
you do require it. But, its up to you. you need to want help to recieve its benefits.
Miss Murder says:
I don't want it. Wanting it means admitting I'm hurting, admitting I'm hurting is admitting I'm not strong enough to deal with it on it's own.
Nathan says:
There is a greater strength in numbers ><
Miss Murder says:
No, a chain is only as it's weakest link.
Nathan says:
and what is a chain with only one link?
what does that make it?
weak.